You're not lazy, you're overwhelmed.
Every task you're trying to remember. Every errand you can't forget. Every "I should really do that" running on a loop in the background. Every thing you're waiting on someone else for.
It's exhausting — and it's draining your energy before you even start your day.
The problem isn't that you're not productive enough. The problem is that your brain is full. You're using your mental energy to hold everything instead of actually doing anything.
And the more you try to keep track of it all in your head, the more overwhelmed you feel.